You've done many things which are not right. You have gossiped, lied, and told secrets. You have done some low things. You aren't where you need to be and you aren't far from where you need to be either. I believe what you did stemmed from self-love or in this case - lack thereof. I've always believed that people who constantly have something negative to say about others are the main ones who hate themselves. They see something positive in another person, and they want it. So, they hate because they don't have it.
When people talk about me or don't understand me and choose not to like me, I don't mind. Those who choose to really get to know me - understand and love me! I pity the person that has nothing better to do but makes up stories and tells outright lies to anyone that’s willing to lend her half an ear. I pity her for taking such desperate measures in order to ensure the support and sympathy from others under false pretenses. I pity her for getting older but not any wiser. I pity her because she’s so weak to let unfounded hatred control and clouded her judgment. I pity her for living in the land of opportunities and the most advanced country in the world and still does not have one ounce of class in her. She behaves like an uneducated person in a third world country. I really hate making this comparison since it’s so unfair to these third-world people! I also pity the people that shouldn’t have “flirted” with such a “flirtatious” person since you know you can’t get the best, so you have to sell your soul in order to get some scraps at the bottom.
Surprisingly, I’m not upset, not even just a little bit. I guess deep down inside I already know, it’s not worth it. I just feel used! I’ve gave my all thinking that’s what friends do and ended up getting accused of something so beyond my imagination that I can’t even bring myself up to mention it. If you know “friend shouldn’t use friend” then please do the right thing. I shouldn’t expect anything since this type of people wouldn’t even know what it is.
I believe in Karma. Not only individually, but also, collectively, we are at liberty to create Karma that leads either towards our progress or downfall in this very life. Gieo gió gặt bão, gieo thiện được thiện, làm ác thì phải gặp ác báo. Tất cả đều không nằm ngoài luật nhân quả. One day, you will reap what you sowed. You cannot escape the consequences of your actions. I will be able to sleep like a baby tonight, will you?
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